Definition of Happy

Happy can be defined as delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing (quoted from dictionary.reference.com). For instance, you feel glad to have a good bf or hubby. You feel delighted when someone praise on you. You feel pleased when you got a very good result at school.

Can you be happy everyday? This theory come from my darling. If we are happy everyday, how we define the happy? Everyday is just same feeling, how you know that's happy? Can you understand what's 'up' without understand what's 'down'? If you never feel sad, never have the down feeling, how you know at this moment you are happy? For instance, why you feel pleased when you get a good result? Do you feel pleased when the result was bad? No, you feel sad. That's why when it turns out with good result, you will be happy!

But how come ppl always ask us to be happy everyday? Is happy everyday very important? I dun think so. Cause if you are happy everyday, you wont appreciate what you have. When there's lose, only ppl will appreciate what they have. Same as, when there's unhappy time, only we will treasure the happy moment.

Happiness is uncountable. It can says as unlimited too. But if we rate it from 1 to 10, the first day you got happiness 1, then you need more stimuli to get happiness 2, then the more and more... so until one day you found reaching maximum of happiness, what else left?

I really dun understand what's wrong for having a bad day or sad day. Life will be more interesting with ups and downs. I believe when there's down, only will comes the up.

Education

Although I like my job lots, but sometimes it still made me pissed off. In Malaysia, the people is still dunno what's education about. The quality of education in our country is so much behind of others developing countries.

I'm not going to blame our government, cause I believe that demands made quality. If we people have demands of the quality, I dun think that government will not take any actions. Our school syllabus is keep on changing. But no matter how the syllabus change, the way of teaching still the same. Now is 2010, the parents and educators still arguing whether to canned or not to canned the pupils. It's canning issue that important?

Due to lack of education, parents nowadays dun actually clear of what they want for their child. Some parents emphasis on freedom. Freedom in the sense of? You want to learn then learn, if you dun want just let go? Some parents emphasis on enjoyment. But when they found their child playful during lesson, they will start complaining and ask the teacher to be straight. Ain't it contradict? Some parents want result. But when the child complaint that teacher giving so much homework and etc., parents start telling the teacher to go slow.

When consumers are not appreciate the work, what will happen to the educator's attitude? Some private education line, the educator emphasis on the money ONLY but without bothering the quality (especially tuition center). No doubt that money is the main issue when it comes to private teaching. But they just look at the money and neglect the results. Not matured thinking I will say. If your teaching got no result, soon your students will leave and your income gone at the same time.

It's all goes hand in hand, I believe. Both the consumers and producers have the responsible to make out the best market. We, who doing education must always remember to keep the quality rather than just making money. The market will go worse if everyone just try to make money, and our children will never get a good education.

Love January

I like January... First of all, it's my birthday month. But after gave birth of Avryl, I found that birthday should really celebrate with your mum. What memory do I have on the day I born? It's actually nothing. At least not in the conscious memory. But your mum will have a very impact memory, especially for I am the first child. The experience of giving birth it's really unforgettable. Thanks for my mum's effort!!

Besides it's my birthday month, it's also the beginning of the year. Feel like all the unhappiness will go away, and all good things will be coming. So far, last year was quite a happy year. Let the little unhappiness go away too, then this year will be merrier!! Cherish!!

One more reason is there are many celebrations will be coming after January. Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, Darling's birthday etc. So it seems like January is the happiest month of the year!

Feeling Weak

Have the symptoms of getting sick from few days ago, but cant get time to take a REAL rest... since Avryl born, I never have a sleep without waking up at night... well, cant blame anyone i know... cause I'm the one who cant let go my worries and wanted to check on her every night...

Now my body is like so weak... feeling not right for everything... I know there are tons of work waiting for me, but just cant make up my mind to work on it... feel like nothing going to be success... feel like where am I going now? It's going to have an ending?? Or it's just never ending story??

See, I'm talking craps which I also dunno what am I talking...

1st week of the year

It's been a busy week, as expected. But just too much to cope. Due to my mum working at my uncle's restaurant now, I have to take care Avryl myself every morning till 3pm. Further more need send my bro to school every afternoon. Then to my music center, the admin has resigned and so I have to do the front desk job as well as teaching.

Avryl has bad habit now. She refuse to sleep at night! She keep sitting up and looking at the door every night. Don't even want to lie down. Once lie her down, she will make noise. If you force her to lie down, then she cried out loudly... So me and darling really tired on getting her to sleep every night. I personally dun want her to sleep late. Even last time, she usually sleep 1030pm or 11pm something, I already felt guilty that I finish work late, so my poor baby has to sleep so late. I know it's not good for her to sleep later than 10pm. In fact, most of the babies of her age sleep much earlier, like 8pm or 9pm.

Now she refuse to sleep, there was one night she slept on 130am. Gosh, there's soooo late, it's bad for even an adult, nevertheless she is just a baby. I surrendered, rather let her sleep in sarong eventhough i strongly disagree to put her in the sarong. But no choice, it's better than let her sleep late which will affect her growth.

Hope I can get a solution for this problem. Really dun want my poor baby to sleep so late.

New Year 2010

It's a brand new year, 2010. Will spend more time blogging this year, as my life is going more exciting with my little princess going to be 1 year old.

Well, the biggest achievement last year of course is the arrival of my Avryl. She is now 9 months old, can crawl little bit but still dun use to it, can stand up by holding furniture or if u borrow her your arm/ shoulder, will shout "MA" when she's frust and want me to carry her, will babbling "PA" when she woke up in the morning, still not teething yet but likes to eat all kind food.

Princess latest photo on trip at Genting Highland on Christmas Day:

Next achievement is still on the way, that's my dream house. Now still in the process of getting all the loan and legal documents to be done. The house itself considered done, status is processing CF now. But i'm not sure how long would it takes to handover. Looking forward on it! Anyway we wont be moving in too soon also, due to financial problem. It's our first house, that's why many things need to buy before move in, eg. sofa, tv, fridge, washing machine and maybe bit reno of the kitchen (though i seldom cook). So most probably will come out a gift list soon lol!!

My new year wishes:

(i) Avryl grows happily and continue gain weight as before (coz recently the chart is slowing down), so she can be chubby and cute always
(ii) my dream house can be handover after CNY and before June 10 (too soon then need to pay maintainence fees even we still not moving in, too late then will delay our moving in plan)
(iii) have an oversea vacation with my darling (Avryl is still young to bring oversea, hopefully she will be good when I'm not around)
(iv) My small music school business can run smoothly, and provide me at least a thousand profit (means i need to payoff all my debt to another partner first)
and lastly,
me and all my family live happily and healthy thru out the year!!

**Happy New Year!!**